• I’m tired of you

    I’m tired of you

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    2025/8/10

    The part of me that gets angry easily, the part of me that is extremely jealous, the part of me that naturally restricts others, the part of me that sulks when things don’t go my way…

    It’s always like that.
    Even though I want to change, I can’t.

    I’m getting more and more tired of myself.
    Deeply, deeply tired.

    I’m tired of you.

    I know that,
    but you never change.

    I know, I know, I know.
    No matter how many times I say it, the chains of my heart
    don’t understand.

    I’m tired of you

    I always end up deciding that
    The part of me that can’t accept it, the part of me that spins its wheels, the weak part of me, the part of me that wants to accept but can’t

    Oh, Jesus, why
    Is that the case?

    Even though I’m not Christian
    There’s a part of me that cries out to God

    That won’t change anything
    I know that, but I can’t do anything about it

    I know, I know, I know
    No matter how many times I say it, the chains of my heart
    Don’t understand

    I’m tired of you